No sooner than I visualized it did it come crumbling down. And you know what? I’m so happy for clarity. When I’m ready I’ll tell my story.

I went to bed around 10:30 only to be shaken out of my sleep by gunshots, cars honking, screaming, and fireworks at midnight. At least I guess it was midnight.

Ran into a college friend a few weeks back and we agreed to be gym buddies. She wants to start this week. Guess that puts me in the category of a resolutioner, huh? *Shrug*

This house will be full of people in a few hours and I don’t feel like being social. This should be interesting.

Heard the weather was gorgeous in NYC this weekend. I wouldn’t know. Spent most of it in PJs in bed. I showered and put on a fresh pair of PJs then climbed right back into bed.

There is nothing worse, in my opinion, than a parent who neglects and/or abuses their child. I pray that, when the time comes, I’ll be a great mother to my kiddies. (disclaimer: I’m not preggers)

I finally put on my big girl panties and sent out an apology that was long overdue. It’s time I 1) let things go, 2) forgive myself for my past mistakes, and 3) try my very best not to make that mistake again.

Those are my early NewYear’s morning random reflections. Hope you all are well.